10.09.2013

Wednesday September 25

I woke up on Wednesday
feeling great. Baby Mac was due in a week and I had a long list of things, 
"To Do".
There was no time to waste! The first thing on my list was an ultrasound that morning. 
I had been measuring somewhat small for being 
39 weeks so my doctor had me sent in for an ultrasound, to make sure everything was okay. 
When the ultrasound was over, the tech told me she would be right back. 
She left the room for a few minutes then came back and said, "You are actually
 measuring low on amniotic fluid. You need to go to the hospital and 
your doctor will meet you there. That's really all I can tell you". 


Whaaaaaaaaaat???? 

She then tells me where the hospital is and to have a great day.
No YOU have a great day lady. 


I called Joe and told him 
what was going on, luckily he was already at the hospital for his rotation. He met me outside and we went in together. 
They admitted me in and hooked me up to a bunch of monitors
(Keep in mind, I still have no idea what is really going on at this point). 
After about an hour of tests the doctor came in. 
He told me I am below the normal threshold of amniotic fluid and that the baby was no longer going to grow
inside of me. Then he proceeded to tell me that they were going to start an 
induction. 
I sat there confused, I mean... 
I guess no one knew how much I still needed to do 
before the baby came.

 I asked, "Okay so like can I leave?"
Rookie mistake, obviously.
 He replied, "You wont be leaving here without your baby". 


Okay rude. 

They moved me into the labor and 
delivery room, set me up to an Oxytocin drip, 
as well as an IV. I sat there trying to wrap my head around things. I didn't wake up expecting to have a baby that day. 
I was SO unprepared, I didn't even have my 
hospital bag with me. So I did what anyone in my situation would do, I made a big long list of things 
I needed and handed it to Joe with a smile. 
He was so good to me that day. 


Don't mind this. 
This is just me fruiting my looms 
before being induced. 
I had No0o0o0o idea what was coming.

About an hour went by and I couldn't really feel anything. 
I was super calm, sitting there reading a book. 
Joe arrived back at the hospital with everything I asked for, including a bag of food. 
He went to go warm supper up for us and the nurses left with him.
I started to move around a bit to get comfortable and... Well... this was the worst idea I'd ever had. As I moved something burst! 
I was hit with this massive contraction and my water broke at the same time. 
Well at least I think that was my water... 
It really felt like I had peed my pants and let's be honest, at that point, who can tell the difference. 


I couldn't help but squeEeEeEeEeEeEeEal! 

And where the *Beep* was everyone?! 


I started ringing the nurse buzzer and luckily in walked Joe.
 It was official, labor death had begun. My contractions started getting faster and more intense. I went from 
2cm - 9cm in about an hour. 

..................

People told me labor is just like bad period cramps, yah well those people are liars. I don't know about you but my time of the month aint ever felt like that. My whole body was shaking and I was 99% sure I was going to throw up from the pain. It was awful. They had to turn off the drip because my body couldn't handle what was happening. At that point I was begging anyone and everyone for some drugs.


Natural, shmatural - I got nothin' to prove!  

In came the anesthesiologist 
and in went the epidural. 
I bow to you woman that have 
been through a natural birth. 

Because everything happened so fast, I could still feel the contractions but they were no where near as painful as before. I started to be induced at 4 and around 8:30 the doctor came in, checked me, and told me it was time to push. Let the games begin! Contraction, push, contraction, push... and then... it happened, the head crowned and...

*hit it Johnny* 


"I fell into a burning ring of fire
I went down, down, down and the flames went higher
And it burns, burns, burns, the ring of fire
The ring of fire."





Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand there he was. It was over. 
He was here. They put him on my stomach and
I went into total shock.


We had our baby boy. 
We had our Declan. 



You know, they tell you once you have the baby you forget about all the pain. 
Well those people are also liars... But they are right about one thing, it's totally worth it. I would go through it all over again. 

We love you Declan James 
and we are so happy 
you are a part of our family.  



 Declan James MacDonald, 
born September 25 at 9:22pm. 6lbs 5oz. 



10.01.2013

The past 
9 months
 have been my 
favorite. 
I've loved every kick, every movement, 
every time I got to hear your heart beat, every change in my body, I've loved it all. 
You are a peaceful spirit. Thanks for being so 
good to me and so easy to carry. I promise I will forever try to be just as good to you.  












"Behold your little ones. Pray with them. Pray for them and bless them". 
Gordon B. Hinckley



Photo credit goes to: Kaihla Tonai Photography